Spontaneous Awakening
If you are seeking to raise kundalini energy or for some unknown reason it raises spontaneously, you will not be prepared for the results, few are. Since 1985 , during a massage therapy session,kundalini began it's accent in me. I had never even heard the word, let alone what it meant.Since that time my massage therapist and I have been unsuccessfully trying to end my distress. Which at times is so overwhelming I have been unable to function in a reasonable manner. My only blessing is that I am self employed.
In the beginning I was overtaken by uncontrollable shaking and twitching. My therapist thought I was having a seizure, until she raised my head and saw a snake-like covering over my eyes. It was four hours before I was able to leave her office. The isolation, embarrassment and fear for my sanity was almost unbearable those first few years. If it wasn't for the diligence and support of my massage therapist that might have been the case.
It was at that time we found a book called "The Kundalini Experience" written by a medical doctor. My therapist had always had the feeling this was what we were dealing with as she had done some yoga and had read the word in passing. We read everything we could get our hands on. We found places to contact in the back of the books, but they all proved to be dead ends. It is the internet which has given us the opportunity to finally discuss this.My sex life has ungone many changes and has caused me great distress. Yes, there are moments of ecstasy and bliss. I have become more compassionate and long to put my energies into working on making the world a better place. But I would advise anyone who believes there isn't a great price to pay to reconsider. In my case it wasn't a matter of choice.
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