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« Last post by ella on August 21, 2010, 12:44:22 PM »
Hi all,
I've been reading a lot lately about kundalini and other spiritual topics, but decided to ask others about one specific experience. I'm not sure if I'm posting this in the right place though.
I did not know what kundalini was until 4-5 months ago and I never meditated, but I used to practice yoga deep breathing technique occasionally in everyday situations. Several months ago I tried to meditate on only few occasions, and what happens matches what I read about kundilini symptoms. A lot of it is happening (nothing that bothers me, except excessive loneliness), but long story short, I wanted to ask about some lights that I saw while falling asleep. (most of the strange things happen to me in sleep).
I laid down to take an afternoon nap, and I just remember seeing enormous mass of light shooting from somewhere. It was very pleasant pale yellow-almost white light. It was conical (as if it was coming from somewhere and dissipating), very very dense, especially closer to the center. It felt to me as if I was positioned about 30 degrees to the left side of the center line of that "cone". Together with yellowish light, there were other colored lights shooting randomly - not rays, but separate small masses. For some reason I accurately remember the shades of blue and pink, but cannot tell for sure what other colors were there.
I don't know what was happening... I wasn't asleep nor awake. There was loud rumbling in my ears, like physical vibrations in the ears (like what sometimes happens when you're yawning, only louder). And warmth, warmth, indescribable warmth and sweetness!! I somehow woke up after conscious confusion about what is happening.
Lights are mentioned very often on various websites, but I haven't found descriptions, nor thoughts on what they might be that I can relate to... (I am very confused about everything though after recent experiences!). I keep thinking about "where" that light might have been, and the fact that I was 'seeing' it slightly from the side makes me think it wasn't inside of me...
Did anyone have any similar experience? Any thoughts? At this point I don't know yet where to look for answers, and I guess there are so many things we are yet to find the answers for. I am not part of any spiritual community, so it's very confusing.
Thank you so much for reading, I see now the post is quite long :) All the best to everyone!!